anger

Bismillah

Anger may not necessarily be a bad thing, if we, keep it aside when we first felt it, then unleash its power for later use. (A good use of course)

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I was surprised to be met with a scary incident one fine day. I was brought to light, of the kind of person I'd rather not be as a medical officer. And the message was clear. Regardless of which department I plan to specialise in, never, ever treat my clients as a disease. Instead, I must do my very best, in the ways I know how, to care for people as a person, as a family member who is sick and now, needs to be looked after closely.

It hurts me the other day when there was bashing between departments, each pushing responsibility to the other, refusing to sort out a simple problem which only required a mere 5 minutes teaching. One party claims it is not their responsibility cause it's not their field of expertise, and the other, can't provide their expertise because the case was not theirs in the first place.

One too egoistic to humbly admit their ignorance and request help from the other. (Guess who had to settle the referrals. Lowest of the food chain lah, HO)

The other too egoistic to impart their knowledge, dismissing the request as nursing care.
"Why must we cover your shits?"

Haha. Haha.
Seriously people? It's not about saving anyone's asses. It's about the precious existence of a loved one. How could you say that.

T_T I think my heart bled when you did. And the pain felt more like an aortic dissection than an MI.
It runs deep.

Oh well, maybe it should have hurt. Else, I won't find a need to reflect on this. And God protect us all, from what we fear to turn into.

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I thank my MOs, whom are not calculative when it comes to saving lives (needless to say, this bunch is facing extinction). Whom are willing to spend that little extra to teach the rest of us the tricks they've learned, improving our status in general, as a good healthcare provider.

Don't keep your genius to your own. It won't hurt to train another. And my, when you see the people you've trained blossom, won't that be a wonderful thing for the world? And for it to stem from a good knowledge you've shared, I can only hope you will be rewarded, in ways you can never imagine.

We are all gifted differently.

The one who loves you unconditionally anyway,
Your HO